I am starting this blog to help my heart heal and feel and deal.
Thursday, October 15, 2009
I remember
I burned a candle for you tonight my sweet boy. I ached for you. I cried for you. I remember you. I will never......ever forget you. I love you Cayden. I love you.
Go ahead and mention my child, The one that died, you know. Don't worry about hurting me further. The depth of my pain doesn't show. Don't worry about making me cry. I'm already crying inside. Help me to heal by releasing the tears that I try to hide. I'm hurt when you just keep silent, Pretending she didn't exist. I'd rather you mention my child, Knowing that she has been missed. You asked me how I was doing. I say "pretty good" or "fine". But healing is something ongoing I feel it will take a lifetime. ~ Elizabeth Dent ~
I am 40, married to Eric the most amazing man since '06 (although we have been together since '98. I have 2 step sons Devon 15 and Riley 12 and my amazingly wonderful son Murray 3 and my angel baby boy Cayden who slipped from my arms to Gods in August '09.
Beautiful shot, Cristen. Nicholas' candle was lit too.... remembering all of our Angels.
ReplyDeleteI had my candle burning for all the babies who left us too soon. ((HUGS))
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